Monday, July 27, 2009

Going back!

Yea
^^
I'll go to air port later
Going back to my sweet sweet home!
I plan to switch on the aircon and enjoy my movie once I reach home!
Arh..
I'm regret now!
I shouldn't ate so much chicken butts as supper!
I got fat stomach now...very suffer to 'bring' it!
I must I should I need I might I sure can lost that fattt and ugly stomach!!
Arh... must keep fit la!!!
Ate too much doesn't make benefit!
Wake up lazy gal!
Really blame myself!!!

Heart bump bump bump!

^^
A story:
A bird fall in love with a caterpillar
bird say :" I'll stay by ur side, take care of you and won't let other bird catch u!"
c.plar:" Really? U willing to do so? You will not eat me one day? I'm scare!"
bird:" No worries my love, I'll protect u and will never hurt you!"
caterpillar was touched!
It doesn't meant that they have a happily life, they keep on quarrel.
One day,
bird:" I can't stand anymore! I love you so much but u still keep going around, let other bird stare on u! I don't want u go out any more cause I scare to lost u!"
c.plar:" I'm sorry...ur fren laugh at you, willing to be with me..do u feel stress?"
bird:" No! I don't care what they said, I willing to be ur little bird!"
Once again, caterpillar touched.
Few days later,
bird:" Can you please don't throw my face? Is enough! I want to have my dignity!"
c.plar:" Why u angry? I ever killed your dignity? Do u think that I never care ur dignity?"
bird:" I'm a bird, I also need dignity!"
c.plar:' But, I don't think I killed your dignity. Is it cause of your fren teasing u again? See..as I said, we're not from the same world, u'll not able to stand that..'
bird:" Sigh, see you say like that again! I just want to be with you, you also know my heart! I don't want argue with you again!'
The bird fly away, caterpillar cried and cried. She was thinking to save bird's dignity. She felt guilty and wanted to make bird get back his happy and dignity again. She know her exist now totaly made him lost his dignity. She felt tired, and heart broke. She never know that bird was tired to be with her. She deep into the soil, she know the sun will never be with her since caterpillar are born for soil. She ' spread' herself into two before she go back to the soil. She think that was the only way she can do. The next day, the bird come back. He scream when he saw caterpillar's half body there. He cried and cried, he thought caterpillar was ate by the other birds. He blame himself, but he never know that actually the caterpillar was near there, she saw the bird sad. But this time she not going to comfort him again, cause she know that's the way to save him. After this, he will be okay and let down her, that's what she think.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Change change change!

I just uploaded my latest nail version. Hehe...a good news to everyone but 'sad' news to me!
I had cut my nails, no more long long and stylish look! My sis said so 'waste' ar! But, I already
can accept 'their' 'gone' now! Hmm... I cant keep them long all the time cause is hard for me to do
housework & washing my hair! Everytime sure I scream when I washing my hair cause those
'diamond' would get lost & I cant used my nail to 'zhua' my 'tou pi'! Because too long I think so
they cant afford to 'zhua tou pi' ! Now, my nails not so long le, and no more stylish version, just
single color only! Hehe..I have no free time to DIY them. But it doesn't meant that I will never do
it again, TO be ConTinue!! ^^

Again, my nails ^^


My latest nail version!!

Finally!!!

Lalanana...
I hope you know
^^
really thanks for helping me
&
never give up on helping me to gain chance
boy
again, thanks!
finally, I done it.
^^
I like your mature way,
and please no more bad temper
I'll ayang you more then
^^
wish you can live in a very happy life
wish you will never get suffer start from this moment
all lucks and happiness will surround you
they will accompany you for endless
no worries for your 'future' world
i believe you can turn all devil into joy
again,
sorry for bring such much tears for you

Here I am!

Another day
full of hope & sunshine ^^
thanks
^^
only boy will know what I meant thanks here
Boy
thanks for all
I do appreciate it
though I still have not much confidence will be 'ok' today
I'll always try my best
Yea
chance is always there
We need to graps it!
now,
is the time for me to standby
All the best to me
All lucks are here,
I believe it!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Where I am..where i should be??

arh..
today is not my day,
not feeling well this morning..
i think is sleep too much & causing headache.
I wonder, am i that bad?
I'm not good in understanding ppl?
and I have no right to make a decision?
arh...
suffer
I also dun know what I'm talking about
LIFe, always sucks
but
sometimes you will feel that life is full of happiness..and,
you will only think like that during the moment you feel happy.
I still dun know my result yet though it come out already.
worried,
do i need to resit or repeat?
arh...
can i be the one who have no love?
love always hurt, and need to be responsibilities once you get in a relationship
lalala...
i wish can go for travelling now


^^ naughty boy boy!!!

hehe..guess what my boy boy eating there??

At town now..

Another hot day
it make my temper rise!
Arh..why the weather become so hot
pity earth
is it going to #@%^$ liao??
Bored!!!
I only can online at town
cause there is no internet line in my house..
I'm at sugarbun now, the most popular fast food shop in sarikei
haha..
i choose online here while waiting for my sis,
enjoying my 3 layer tea now
^^

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

cannot online at home arh...

Arh.. i cannot online at home, bored! I feel like online.. but my home here have no internet and no 3G line though I got braodband. Well, life at home is always full of smile & happiness. Now, everyday I fetch my sister go to school and pick them up when they finish school. ^^ And, fetch my sister go to training song...now, we are waiting for 19th July, my sister will sing during that day. Well, all the best to her & good luck!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I want leave from stress, just for a while...can I??


I like this, wonder when I can go to traveling, relax & relax

i am not may

stress
stress
stress
still stress
stress again
~
speechless
I dun know what is in my mind actually
damn funny
dun ask
cause i also dun know
haha
weird weird weird
they say i am different
not like usual
yea
I have the same idea too
Why
I also wonder
I'm trying to find a way out
out from this damn stress world
My dear family
please
please dun blame me if i fail in law
sorry
i'm sorry