Save me out from sadness.

Do you know the feeling always cheated by the one you most trusted?
I trust you,
you promise me that will not doing the same thing;
I smile,
I believe you though I'm sad.
Again,
you stepping on my heart,
you spoiled my trust angel to you;
you beg For forgive,
again,
I cover my sadness and smiling to you.
Yea, I thought I'm the one who you love,
thought I'm the one you will not lie,
thought I'm the one who you will care more about my heart,
thought I'm the most important to you as how I put you as in my heart,
but,
just all I thought,
actually is all lie,
is just a game
and I'm the loser since I'm not suit to join in this kind of game.
Yea, it cannot be denied that you're a pro and you're the one who holding the right in this game.
Forget how many times you lie to me already,
yea, I'm hurt
super hurt.
But
who knows?
YOU will never know,
friends & family will never know,
because I won't let them know.
They do advise me before, is me,
the stupid still believe, still in love.
What's love stand for actually?
Caring
Care each others feeling
Would not doing something which partner dislike
Would not hurt partner
Always be there when partner need someone to talk with
Always stand by when partner need your voice your hug
Always on the phone so partner could call in anytime
Always understand partner
Always stay with partner no matter how hard or how is the world going to be
Always touching partner's forehead aimed to chill him/her
More...more...
How much I get?
Yea,
not much
but is deeply ingrained.
Close my eyes with tears,
who knows how I close my eyes before I go in dream every night?
Yea, with tears, with smile.

May's birthday, 25th Aug 2009

Flowers from my boy, Boy, I like it much~! Muacksssssssss!!!


















"Specially for my darling, I know you like fruit cake," said my boy. ^0^

May's Birthday on 25th Aug 2009, Location; Mango Tree *0*

^^

My boy & my brother celebrate my 20th birthday with me on 25th Aug 2009

Boy

Thanks for all the surprise

^^

My boy apply leave on that day

Aimed to plan surprise for me

I'm the lucky gal who have a boy like him

Boy

I really love it

I love the 'squach', flowers and cakes

And your love

Mango Tree

I'll remember it

with my whole life

^^

Wow...what style is that??

Oipsss....1st time see ppl play bowling with such acts, pro arh boy...

^^ sweetttttt....shy.....*0*

My boy very care me ar... I'm damn touched!!

^0^ at mourish

Me & my boy, and my brother were enjoy our time at Mourish there. I had enjoy my karaoke there, but the karaoke system there..not bad la... 40! @@

Me & my brother

^0^ handsome guy, his sister more pretty ho~ hiakssss!!!

New comers...pupies!!!

^^

So happy, Mina has give birth to 7 pupies on Aug. Oipsss...I don't remember is how many black puppies and yellow in colors already. Sorry MIna!! @@

The one I prefer most is the 3rd one, hehe...he still have no name cause I still have no idea to give him a name. Any suggestion??

I will upload their picture later, miss them lots!! Hmm...is time to uni, have a nice day to me & all the human being in this world.

Days flow like ??

Arh... it had been quite long time I didn't upload my blog, sorry for those who wish to know me more through blog. Damn many things happend with me, stress me!! IS kind of amazing case, I don't know how to explain. I wonder why some people can act so ' can ren', they never think of the others, they willing to do anything included bad or crimes in order to get or to reach their aimed. Totaly have no morality! But what can we do? We have no power & also not able to stop these, all let GOD judge it. I choose to say 'sigh'! End...

Fucking words, dare to open and read then plz dun ask why

what a fucking $$##%
tired tired and tired! damn shit fuck tired!
No polite or impolite here since I was damn disappointed and felt sucks with all the things.
if, ... then why they wanted to do so?
why do such things on me?
where is the angel?
the god?
they all cant help tp prevent and help? even give any suggestion?
i believe there are 3 worlds, but it really make me felt %#@*
dun know how to say, and cant find a way to scream!!!
even wanna chill and be alone also hard.
shit la all the things just like a small knife comes forward me, it look small but it does kill!
tired, mind tired! how to do ha??
shit also cant make me feel smelly now,
sucks ar!!!
if can get lost from body right now, how good it could be??
i wonder, but i worries also. haha! bla bla bla sucks and fuck those who trying to hurt & harm me. Hell u all sucks ppl

Aug 2009

zui rang wo xin fan de ba yue, ben lai yi wei ba yue dou hui shi hen kai xin de yue fen, ke shi jin nian de ba yue zhen de rang wo hen tong ku ye hen ao nao, wo dao di gai zen me qu jie jue xian zai suo mian dui de kun jing? bu quan wei ai qing, shi wei shen me wo zi ji ye bu qing chu le. dang wo hen ai yi ge ren de shi hou, dui fang que kan bu dao wo, zong shi rang wo xin tong, rang wo wei qu. er dang wo yao li kai de shi hou, cai lai dui wo shuo na me duo hao ting de hua, wei he dou shi zai shi qu hou cai dong de zhen xi?

Going back!

Yea

^^

I'll go to air port later

Going back to my sweet sweet home!

I plan to switch on the aircon and enjoy my movie once I reach home!

Arh..

I'm regret now!

I shouldn't ate so much chicken butts as supper!

I got fat stomach now...very suffer to 'bring' it!

I must I should I need I might I sure can lost that fattt and ugly stomach!!

Arh... must keep fit la!!!

Ate too much doesn't make benefit!

Wake up lazy gal!

Really blame myself!!!

Heart bump bump bump!

^^

A story:

A bird fall in love with a caterpillar

bird say :" I'll stay by ur side, take care of you and won't let other bird catch u!"

c.plar:" Really? U willing to do so? You will not eat me one day? I'm scare!"

bird:" No worries my love, I'll protect u and will never hurt you!"

caterpillar was touched!

It doesn't meant that they have a happily life, they keep on quarrel.

One day,

bird:" I can't stand anymore! I love you so much but u still keep going around, let other bird stare on u! I don't want u go out any more cause I scare to lost u!"

c.plar:" I'm sorry...ur fren laugh at you, willing to be with me..do u feel stress?"

bird:" No! I don't care what they said, I willing to be ur little bird!"

Once again, caterpillar touched.

Few days later,

bird:" Can you please don't throw my face? Is enough! I want to have my dignity!"

c.plar:" Why u angry? I ever killed your dignity? Do u think that I never care ur dignity?"

bird:" I'm a bird, I also need dignity!"

c.plar:' But, I don't think I killed your dignity. Is it cause of your fren teasing u again? See..as I said, we're not from the same world, u'll not able to stand that..'

bird:" Sigh, see you say like that again! I just want to be with you, you also know my heart! I don't want argue with you again!'

The bird fly away, caterpillar cried and cried. She was thinking to save bird's dignity. She felt guilty and wanted to make bird get back his happy and dignity again. She know her exist now totaly made him lost his dignity. She felt tired, and heart broke. She never know that bird was tired to be with her. She deep into the soil, she know the sun will never be with her since caterpillar are born for soil. She ' spread' herself into two before she go back to the soil. She think that was the only way she can do. The next day, the bird come back. He scream when he saw caterpillar's half body there. He cried and cried, he thought caterpillar was ate by the other birds. He blame himself, but he never know that actually the caterpillar was near there, she saw the bird sad. But this time she not going to comfort him again, cause she know that's the way to save him. After this, he will be okay and let down her, that's what she think.

Change change change!

I just uploaded my latest nail version. Hehe...a good news to everyone but 'sad' news to me!

I had cut my nails, no more long long and stylish look! My sis said so 'waste' ar! But, I already

can accept 'their' 'gone' now! Hmm... I cant keep them long all the time cause is hard for me to do

housework & washing my hair! Everytime sure I scream when I washing my hair cause those

'diamond' would get lost & I cant used my nail to 'zhua' my 'tou pi'! Because too long I think so

they cant afford to 'zhua tou pi' ! Now, my nails not so long le, and no more stylish version, just

single color only! Hehe..I have no free time to DIY them. But it doesn't meant that I will never do

it again, TO be ConTinue!! ^^

Again, my nails ^^

My latest nail version!!

Finally!!!

Lalanana...

I hope you know

^^

really thanks for helping me

&

never give up on helping me to gain chance

boy

again, thanks!

finally, I done it.

^^

I like your mature way,

and please no more bad temper

I'll ayang you more then

^^

wish you can live in a very happy life

wish you will never get suffer start from this moment

all lucks and happiness will surround you

they will accompany you for endless

no worries for your 'future' world

i believe you can turn all devil into joy

again,

sorry for bring such much tears for you

Here I am!

Another day

full of hope & sunshine ^^

thanks

^^

only boy will know what I meant thanks here

Boy

thanks for all

I do appreciate it

though I still have not much confidence will be 'ok' today

I'll always try my best

Yea

chance is always there

We need to graps it!

now,

is the time for me to standby

All the best to me

All lucks are here,

I believe it!

Where I am..where i should be??

arh..
today is not my day,
not feeling well this morning..
i think is sleep too much & causing headache.
I wonder, am i that bad?
I'm not good in understanding ppl?
and I have no right to make a decision?
arh...
suffer
I also dun know what I'm talking about
LIFe, always sucks
but
sometimes you will feel that life is full of happiness..and,
you will only think like that during the moment you feel happy.
I still dun know my result yet though it come out already.
worried,
do i need to resit or repeat?
arh...
can i be the one who have no love?
love always hurt, and need to be responsibilities once you get in a relationship
lalala...
i wish can go for travelling now

^^ naughty boy boy!!!

hehe..guess what my boy boy eating there??

At town now..

Another hot day
it make my temper rise!
Arh..why the weather become so hot
pity earth
is it going to #@%^$ liao??
Bored!!!
I only can online at town
cause there is no internet line in my house..
I'm at sugarbun now, the most popular fast food shop in sarikei
haha..
i choose online here while waiting for my sis,
enjoying my 3 layer tea now
^^

cannot online at home arh...

Arh.. i cannot online at home, bored! I feel like online.. but my home here have no internet and no 3G line though I got braodband. Well, life at home is always full of smile & happiness. Now, everyday I fetch my sister go to school and pick them up when they finish school. ^^ And, fetch my sister go to training song...now, we are waiting for 19th July, my sister will sing during that day. Well, all the best to her & good luck!

I want leave from stress, just for a while...can I??

I like this, wonder when I can go to traveling, relax & relax

i am not may

stress
stress
stress
still stress
stress again
~
speechless
I dun know what is in my mind actually
damn funny
dun ask
cause i also dun know
haha
weird weird weird
they say i am different
not like usual
yea
I have the same idea too
Why
I also wonder
I'm trying to find a way out
out from this damn stress world
My dear family
please
please dun blame me if i fail in law
sorry
i'm sorry

why u never think of ....

when i wrote to you
sure got my own reason
but
you reject to read it
damn much excuse you gave
that's the way we please
i keep been silent
have no way for me to go out from this
you don't know how much i wish can cry
cry out all about our memories
then i can forget it
just like throw all those mixed memories into the sea
let the sea water help me digest it all
let the sun light keep those memories warm
let the moon light keep them cold
and never let them come back to my mind
i cannot keep my mind chill
why
you shouldn't do that
when i tell you i have something need to let you know
also meant that i need you read it and tell me why
i need you solve my question
but
you never think to read that
i give you chance
give you time to get and read it
but
why you ignore it
do you know that by the way it also meant you ignore my feeling
i can't chill since you haven't read what i wrote for you
it's kill
i did give you
chance
time
all i did
but
have you ever give me that
ever just spend a bit time to read it
no
you reject to do that
well
i wouldn't force you to read it anymore
because i'm going to take it back
and let it disappear
like you wish
you will never know what is in my mind
and please don't ask me why
or what i'm thinking of
because
since the moment you always reject to know my words through that way
you reject my heart also
you never take a chance to know my words
what for if i still keep it all
just let it go
all that
will r.i.p

What should I do..

what should i do
i feel like lost my direction
do you know the feel cheated by the one you trust
damn
effect my mind now
how i am going to concentrate
feel like go to the beach
though only a little bit memories we had there
why happy time for me is always the shortest
huh
i'm tired
really tired
don't want to think too much
just hope i can get back all my mind asap
then
i can go back after a week
will leave here soon
leave the memories you hurt me
i will be ok
i'm sorry
i'm not willing to live under someone's shadow
you failed to do that
and there is no ending for your pass
for you and her
thanks for your love
i scared
i have lost my courage to face it again and again
if you cannot erase it and throw those all
why you promise me
WHY
i'm not born to 'under' you and stand for that all such things
YOU LIE

I walk alone, always!

Who I am..

The moment you say we're in love
I smile
The moment you hold me tight
I smile
The moment you stare on my face
I smile
The moment you get angry
I cried
But you don't know
Because the tears were dropped inside my heart
The moment you lie
I cried
You hold my hand and said you love me
I smile
You hold me tight and said is all over
You only love me
I smile
And I hold you back
Again
You lie
You never throw your pass
I cried
This time you have no chance to see
Because you are not around
I smile
I know there is no ending
No need to keep it on
Dead sea
Just like my heart now

:(

Stress...what should I do
Don't want to be like that anymore
Freedom
where are you
Hate such life
But still need to go
No one know my feeling
Anyone care
Come and smile for me
That's all you can help
I wish I can be like the others
No worries in ##%$
Only concentrate in %$##$
Arh... MY GOD
Where are you
I never do crime though I'm poor
Can you hear me
Please listen to me
Just want to end such life
I want happiness
Peaceful
How long I still need to be
GOD
Love me please
Like how you love the others
Like how you gave them chance to be rich
To have the properties
PLEASE

EEEEEeeeeeeeEEEEeeeEeEee!!!!!

EEEEEeeee!!!! I like these!!! haha.... I will go for it after final!!!

THANKS Boy ^^

^^
Thanks for your support
Thanks for your caring
^^
I miss your cookies
And mushroom soup with extra mushroom
Miss ayang
Miss your confidence
Miss the moment you chill and settle problems
^^
Hope I can see all these coming back soon
All the best to you
And Good Luck

Have a good day..guek guek!!

Hehe... I'm frog frog, wish you all have a good day ! @0@

^^ Good luck

Good morning!! I'm very full, just ate two pack of ' cup mee '!!! Sigh... I often eat like that sure will gain weight easy de @@
Wow.. final is nearing, I haven't done my revision yet. Hope I can done my revision before the exam date ^^
Hmm... I'm worried about the coming singing competition too. It have been a long time I didn't participate in a singing competition, I wonder I still have the courage to sing on the stage.
HAha.. quite happy with my sister. She will sing at the same day with me but she is not my opponent anymore. She is one of the participant in elite group whereas I'm still in public group. I still remember during the past, both of us represent our primary school go for the singing competition which is a competition between primary schools. We also represent our secondary school go for secondary school's singing competition when we were in secondary school. I didn't join in any singing competition after I done my form 5, that's why I worried about my coming soon competition, it will be the 1st singing competition for me after I 'left' the ' singing competition world ' for few years. And I knew that I'm 'outdated' in singing already since I have no time and no chance to train my vocal & upgrade myself. Studies, take my time & karaoke places always is not a best choice for me to train my singing. Yea, I like singing but I'm far with it now, it is so hard for me to sing at karaoke here even is just sing without mic at home. That's because the stereo set of local karaoke is sucks & too mixed + disorderly. By the way, I scared will disturb my neighbours so I never dare to sing at home. Arh... is suffer for me!!! Really miss my home, I can sing freely & anytime I want with my lovely hi-fi! Well, it cannot be denied that my sister is good in singing and she has the patience to learn & keep upgrade her singing skill. By the way, thanks for her teacher, Keane. I'm proud with my sister ^^
Furthermore, she will join in the next coming singing competition which comprise every province in the whole Sarawak. I'm here, wishes my sister all the best in her performance and good luck ^^
The few coming months, she will sit for her SPM. If not mistaken, she will sit for her SPM after September. Again, wishes my sister good luck in her SPM. I hope she will arrange her time well and I have the confidence that she is able to face these coming competition & exam. ^^ Because she like me ~ hiak hiak !

@%*%$@@###.....

Mr. Jong, I'm getting pissed offff cause of
your attitude!!!! Can
you please ' correct' it before I gonna screammmm on you!!!
You, where is your confidence?? PLEASE ' call ' them back, right now!!!

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry... ;( sister, please don't be sad la... I know I didn't keep my promise but it doesn't meant that I forget you or never care you. Really sorry if I made you sad... I don't know what should say...
^^ wish you the best & hope you get well soon.

hiak hiak。。。

一天两粒蛋 吃了身体壮！！

我的心跳

我 的心太乱

要些什么呢
我也没有方向
可是我可以肯定
大人们看到一定会说当然现在最重要的是读书啦
我也想
但是
这世界上生存着亿万种的人
不同的背景
不同的生活方式
不同的享受法
不同的痛苦
自己留着什么泪有谁比自己更清楚
再多的安慰如果自己无法释怀也是徒劳无功
看着别人开心 我会微笑
见到别人痛苦 我会心酸
为何这世间有那么多的七情六欲
我习惯自己哭&笑
不用接受别人有色的同情
多轻松呵
什么时候是人最享受的
又什么时候是轻松的呢
呵呵
身边的朋友说吃喝玩乐
调皮的朋友说做爱最享受
…………
回家的时候我最享受
哭出心里的泪我最轻松
我不能倒下
不是上天对我不公平
我知道
是因为他们都需要我
所以我不用听天由命
而是努力让大家快乐
不是我伟大
是看到身边的爱人们快乐
也就是我笑容最真的时刻

Attention!!! haha..

Good morning to all my dearrrr frens ^^

Today, I wake up around 715am. Not nice..cause is still early for me~
I'm not in mood to study now, sigh...too bad, study also need mood, may, you!!!
Z.hai lao ah gong ~ anyway, thanks for your advice ^^
Hmmm....no matter how lazy I'm now, still need to force myself to study.
May, beat your goal!!
Good luck to you all who is going to have final exam ^^

Today is Wednesday!

Good morning, quite sleepy...today class start at 1030am-marketing again! hmm...final exam is coming soon, wish all the student who is going to sit for the exam good luck and all the best. Finally, I bought pearl milk tea yesterday night!!! HeHe...I add double pearl, super nice & satisfied me~ wooohooo!!! ^^

I also went to jogging with mina at the nearby garden. But mina not really good in jogging, she keep on smelling here and there, actually she was trying to 'shit' but she failed to do that. I guess she cannot find a good 'place' so she doesn't want to shit..

Hmm... one of the association member asked me go for a singing competition. It had been a longgggggg time I didn't go for singing even karaoke. I have no time to train also, I haven't confirm with him yet, wonder I still have the 'power' to join in a competition? Anyway, the competion will be held after my final, what I need to concern now is my final exam.

All the best to my dear fren, same as me ^^ have a nice day!

My nails~

Here, is the latest version ^^

Sorry for the late posting, this is my previous version of my nails.

Today is what day??

I'm not in mood today, don't know why. Cynthia, sorry..not I'm in bad temper and not much talk with you is angry or what, honestly, I also don't know what's wrong with me. Just feel like no idea to go, even can't heard what my mind trying to tell me. Anyway, thanks for trying to comfort me. Maybe I'm just worried to get lost something which... or maybe is the fate?
Final is coming soon, but I still haven't clear my mind and concentrate in my revision. Here, another last minute lazy gal! huh~ very tired and sleepy now. But I don't feel like go to sleep now because if I sleep around this time, sure cannot wake up later and only will wake up during mid night. Arh...yesterday I failed to buy pearl milk tea, I'm thinking to get it later...

^^

It had been a long time I didn't upload my blog. Many things happened on me, very tired & blurrrr... Anyway, I got to concentrate in my revision now since final is approaching. ^^ I miss my home much, father's day is coming soon, it make me miss me dad much much and much! Daddy, I miss you and I love you! Thanks for caring me well. Quite stress, because of the final. Wish GOD blessed me, always be with me, giving me energy to face and able to settle all the things and problem which comes forward me.

Hmm...is time to class now, have a nice day to you & mE!!! ^^

@@

hehe...i don't know what it named in english, in chinese is ' jiao shu'

爱要怎么分

爱要怎么分？人的心可以爱几个人？怎么分辨什么是爱什么是友情什么又是同情？对他，是同情还是爱？

爱情总让我们难以捉摸
我们总是希望对方可以做到自己心目中的百分百情人
却没有顾虑到对方的感受&自己是否也是对方心里的理想情人
有人说对的人在对的时间出现就是你该爱的人
我听不懂
我们又怎么知道谁就是那个对的人
而什么时间才算是对的时间呢
有些伴侣总介意另一半有不美好的过去
却没想到另一半的苦衷 不美好的过去 谁会想要有这样的记忆呢
谁真正明白当事人的痛？
谁会去珍惜我的爱？
外人的闲言乱语
不断的冲着我来
哈哈
是我太耀眼了吗
为何那么喜欢跟我‘配料’？
我很好奇
外人怎么能以几面之闻就这样在背后中伤他人呢？
我们都是人类 都是活在同个世界里
我没有伤害到你们更没有给你们造成什么威胁
为何要这样？
你们就那么闲空 就那么的缺德 就那么的不顾对方的感受吗？
不怕缺口德吗
人的心真的好可怕！
是因为嫉妒我吗？
我行的正 走得更正
真金不怕炉火炼
我不会因为你们的乱语乱定论而让自己不开心
可是我担心我爱的人会介意
毕竟要顾及的东西还有很多 他没有我那么开怀
宝贝 如果他人的言语能那么轻易就否定我在你心中的位置
那也就显示了我们的爱是那么的不堪一击
宝贝 听到你的难过
我的眼泪会是酸的
用你的心去认定我 而不是外人对我的否认好吗？
你爱我 就是要跟我创造我们的未来 而不是那些人
我们的未来 彼此的关怀与体谅才是关键
外人不是陪着你走人生路的那道光
请好好爱我
感觉不到被爱的时候
我也会彷徨
或许也会因此而退出你的世界
我要快乐
要怎么才能拥有？
太多的不信任 会让我想。。。
宝贝 爱我就相信我
不要伤害我
你知道的 我不忍心伤害你
因为你是宝贝

what a busy week...

Arh... days become 'heavy' to me since the final is coming soon. I haven't start my revision yet, because of the sucks assignment. What the.... I am not feeling good with the group assignment, cause of the group members problem. Hmm... I think cynthia is having the same feeling like me. But, what we can do? Only can keep been chill, or else things will be worse. ^^ finally, me & cynthia cooled down, thanks gal, the song bring us out from the anger. Tomorrow, we will going to sit for law test. I still haven't finish my revision, I need some more time to relax my mind now. I wonder why this could be? There is no explaination between ppl's quarrel, isn't it? All human being wanted to be the winner, to be the hero...sigh. Anyway, I will blessed her, all the best to her.

is snake!!

hehe...is snake! the one I uploaded few days ago is snake meat. have you try it before? I did ^^

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哈！难明白，他怎会是这种人？是因为受了情伤所以这样，还是以为他自己有一身好身材所以觉得不用白不用？？他，变得如此的滥交！真替他的父母可怜，养育了这样的孩子。或许他觉得是荣幸吧！却不知其实他很可怜，因为没有人能跟他相处于长时间。他不懂得珍惜别人，难怪会落到如此的下场。真是现报！奉劝大家要多及功德，来日好过点。

^^ Thanks mummy~

gUESS what is this?? haha.. i will upload more pic tomorrow, goodnight!!!
ThIS vege...cooked by my sister ^^
hiak hiak..see the 'prawn head', I like prawn!!!
almost finished by may lo!!! haha... it taste good, my mum is the best chef ^^
Hehe...see, these are crabs!! My mum know I like seafood much, so she prepared these cookies for me when I reached home!!

wOw ~ taking movie???

wow...they trying to do what??
Guess what is this??

Huh~ tired..

^^ Hello Kch!! I'm back~!! Very tired today because I just came back yesterday, driving for long journey is quite tired and horrible! Anyway, I reached Kch safely. Today, the whole morning I was in sleepy mode, Cynthia keep pity me. Haha..she look very happy today, cause her mummy came back from Hong Kong already. I guess...one of the reason she felt happy is no need cook for lunch or dinner!! Haha... well, later still got class till 530 pm, really hope my bed is just beside me now, I wanna have a rest... I did appreciate the moment I went back to my hometown. Was fantastic!! I'll tell more later. ^^ going to class now...have a nice day to all my dear friends!!!

^0^ Going back!!!

^^ I'm happy because I'm going back to my sweetie home tomorrow. Haha..felt excited until cannot sleep, now already 1 o'clock still have no feel to sleep. Actually I must sleep early tonight since I got to drive back for a few hours tomorrow. ^^ Arh... goodnight...got to sleep now, sleep while listening to the songs...

My lunch ~

you zha kuih....
^^ this is white jelly and black jelly, kind like cincau, not bad...but please don't take this with empty stomach, or else you will get stomachache..because it got milk mix with it.
This is honey mix with green tea drink, taste good ^^I like the cup, like a vase haha...

This is bak gu teh, I take this as my lunch before I go to uni.

Huh~ scared me bo...

Can you see a red light there? Is an alarm sensor, it rang when the smoke 'turning around' there.
Can you see that?? Damn smelly smoke, those Vector Control staff of the Council Of City South has carried out insecticidal fogging in this area, aim to destroy Aedes mosquitoes...at the beginning, I thought someone wanna break into my house by using this smoky way..hiak hiak..noob may!

YoOOooooOOooOOO ~

Sigh..see, mee again. ZzZzZZzz..be tired of this...miss the time 'bad boy' having every meal with me..T.T
Hiak hiak hiak... yeah! I take this as my lunch today.

Mushroom arh ~ hehe...

Hoho... guess it taste good or not?? ^^ is my cookies wor...hahah!

回家的心情

俗语说身在异乡每逢佳节倍思亲，果然应征了在我的身上。在异乡深造将近一年了，虽然已经习惯了这里的生活但还是不习惯和家人远隔到他乡的滋味。这离我的家乡说远不远，近也不近。坐飞机只需要三十五分钟，然而却要四到六个小时的车程。远离家的感觉不好受，虽然我在家都很懒惰可是我喜欢家，因为家里有我的家人，永远都那么疼爱我的家人。不管我曾经犯了什么错，他们还是一样对我不离不弃，因为我是他们的一分子。此时窗外的雨滴好比我的泪，家，我开始先你了。
很期待，因为过了今天，再熬个考试就可以回家了。虽然假期时间不长，可是我喜欢回家，不管路程多遥远或累人；回家的路永远都是那么轻松&期待的。

^^ Thanks pretty aunt

^^ sweet sweet as the winter melon!!!

^^ May's nails

hoho...and this is my toes nails!!!!
Haha...see, I change my fingers nail stlye again!! ^^

....my lunch

This fried mee hun....sigh... only taste salty nia, other than that...sigh.... I didn't finish it..

Hoho...' special ice' ^^ not bad if you have a cup of this during hottttt days...

A dinner with bad guy...

These are the dishes I took as dinner yesterday, erm...haha...I took these photo after I try the food! That 'million' vege is my fren's favourite vege, see... almost finish liao..
This is steam fish... nice!!
haha...this is chicken soup with ginseng, not bad, only I felt it just a bit light.

Hehe..have you ever eat this kind of vege??
erm... taste good!!! hiak hiak ... i like it, but is a bit oily...

What a pity dogggg...

Its hand was hurt, sorry pity dog cause I cannot help you...
Who is this dog de owner?? Why its owner abandon him wor...too bad. This dog come into my car park because it was raining outside. Pity dog..

zzzzzzz....

hiak hiak..this is the package of 'wife cake', not bad, taste good too. ^^
Guess what is this? ^^ I take this as my lunch today, was prepared by my pretty aunt!! ^^ it taste good, got potatoes and chicken meat!!

Miss~ my sweet sweet home ^^

Today is 21th May, I will go back to my hometown on 30th May ^^ hehe...quite happy de, I can't wait to go back and receive my family de lovely huggggggsssss!!! ^^ Especially my youngest sister, i miss her much! Hoho...and my boy boy! I am thinking to cut his hair when I go back! Hiak hiak.. I am his 'private hair stylish' gal! My dad has build a new house for boy boy, hehe..thanks daddy! Boy boy is very lucky arh...because all of us love him! He is very enjoy, my sister say every afternoon sure he want to play at the living room and after playing around, he will sleep under the aircon. Hehe...but he is very naughty, like to bite things. Anyway, we still like him ^^ hoho... I will take some of his photo and upload to the blog when I go back. ^^ Now, is time for me to do my revision, all the best to me & you !! @.@

I am a bad gal today...

I am very pissed off, I am late to uni today... I didn't dare go in the class when I saw all the student already sit in the class. Our marketing lecturer is not allowed us go in her class if you are late for 15 min. I stood outside the class for a min, I leave then. I called Joyce and she is at the common lounge there, so I go there and meet with her. She is still in sad now cause she lost her hp last day. I felt sad because I cannot help her, sorry gal. I am in the common lounge now, and she is just sitting in front of me. She is rushing for her assignment now, I only help her found two info, hope these can help her a bit. I am sure my sister will scold me if she see this, she will say me lazy cause didn't go to the class, and she may report to my mummy, mummy will be sad then. Sorry mummy, next time I will wake up early. ^^ Mummy don't angry ya, no good for your health, you know I always love you de ^^