why u never think of ....

when i wrote to you
sure got my own reason
but
you reject to read it
damn much excuse you gave
that's the way we please
i keep been silent
have no way for me to go out from this
you don't know how much i wish can cry
cry out all about our memories
then i can forget it
just like throw all those mixed memories into the sea
let the sea water help me digest it all
let the sun light keep those memories warm
let the moon light keep them cold
and never let them come back to my mind
i cannot keep my mind chill
why
you shouldn't do that
when i tell you i have something need to let you know
also meant that i need you read it and tell me why
i need you solve my question
but
you never think to read that
i give you chance
give you time to get and read it
but
why you ignore it
do you know that by the way it also meant you ignore my feeling
i can't chill since you haven't read what i wrote for you
it's kill
i did give you
chance
time
all i did
but
have you ever give me that
ever just spend a bit time to read it
no
you reject to do that
well
i wouldn't force you to read it anymore
because i'm going to take it back
and let it disappear
like you wish
you will never know what is in my mind
and please don't ask me why
or what i'm thinking of
because
since the moment you always reject to know my words through that way
you reject my heart also
you never take a chance to know my words
what for if i still keep it all
just let it go
all that
will r.i.p